I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

“life will be better in spring”

Friday, June 25, 2010 || 12:06 PM

3:08AM.

its now midnight.

But i still haven sleep..

still busy with my manicure.

it has been a long time i never play with my nail polish.

last sunday i bought 3 new nail polish in sasa...; red, pearl blue, green.

usually sasa will have a big transparent "tank" keep all those nail polish.

I told my dad... i wants to have tat same thing in my new room..

hahahhaa...

tomorrow wil be a busy day for me.

and no time for homework.

morning : kl pac with my classmates and dear.

night : secondary skul concert.

afternoon : errm...duno..!! mayb lunch!~hahaha....

i had bought something for dear...

haha..

will give her tomorrow...

She wont be able to visit my blog now...till tomorrow morning...

so..~~ I can talk bout it here!!!!!:D

just an hr ago, i suddenly think of 1 thing.

Nothing is impossible in this world.

We , human gotta think positively always.

Although there is time that i do think negatively,

but i do believe...

miracles do happens everywhere in this world.

So,

BELIEVE!

Wednesday, June 23, 2010 || 5:01 PM

Finally, im free a little bit ..to update my blog.

Today is morning 8:11am .

I woke up at 6:40 am to complete my design homework.....

and..ahahha...

i have finished them.

Now , im doing my drawing homework..

THis is colour wheel~~

and.. i remember...

don't know is it yvonne said ...is "colour wind" hahaha!!!!

colour wheel.. i tink some of the colour, i hv did it wongly...

but..nevermind....

i have no time to re-do it ..~

and this is my initial design..

actually it is a sudoku...

but i hv chged the numbers into different symbols.

and This symbols represent my likes...means favourites.

Unfortunately, this ended up with a ....

" This shows that u are just a simple gal ..and...
ur life or ur personality is quite bored...."

OMG...

so , i have to think another design~

And,

I get this.

But..this ...

ended up with my " MESSY"

reli messy...

wondering wat wil said by liwen later..in clas...

nevermind...

i hve learn somthing from this work.

THINK.

DESIGNER NIDS THINK ALOTS.

AND IT HAS TO BE A HABIT OF US.

Monday, June 21, 2010 || 8:14 AM

Wow...!!!!! Finally..... im bit free from figure assignment...

but.... still not really free all...

cz,..today..AGAIN....

CK give us assignments again...

- 4 figure sketching ( 2D )

- 2 life figure drawing

- 6 heads structures

omg...next week ( EXPLORATION WEEK ) gonna busy with assignments again..

***anyway, i enjoy in today's figure drawing class...

I LUV FAST SKETCHING.

yesterday , i celebrate father's day with my parents.

we went to bbq plaza...

and i wear this shirts...

omg... luks so children..~~hahhaa....~~~

..and...

im gonna chg soon ad...

hah.a.. i mean my outluk....!!!!!!

this wat i waiting for!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HAHAHAHHAHA~~~`

This the preetiest gal in our class..AMILIA...!!!

drawn by CK.

OMG... i reli admire CK,...and ivan..our tutorial,

they reli can draw well...but today oni i knew tat..

ivan did more than others in order to improve his drawing skills...

I think this wat i shud do oso~:) since..im not tat gud..among our classmates..hehe!!!~

Picture below drawn my our tutorial ivan,

and i captured them in his precious sketch book..~~

hha.a... i wanted to see his sketch book long time ago...

Isn't all this cute!???
Im waiting for my 2nd sem to study ..the body structure..
then mayb i can draw all this oso.....

and i reli wish to buy the books recommended by CK..haha!!!!
>100 BUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND THIS...
my figure assignment...
this is the best among all.

doesn't luks lik the original ones

but.. i success!!!~hehe ^^

-2 more design ass to g0

-1 malaysian studies presentation

-1 drawing assignment

-2 essays

-malaysian studies small litte tests...

Friday, June 18, 2010 || 9:10 AM

stats from14th of june till 18th of june...

we gt 6 figure drawing ass, 2 design ass, 1 drawing ass, and 2 essay ass.... and..mine.... 1 presentation...

im reli crazying with my assignment...

bt the more crazy one will be my presentation which is my malaysian studies.

and.. i hate tat most!!!!!!

cz.. its about history.

now.. im rushing for my figure drawing, and the worst part is.

i totally hv no mood to draw figure..

and.. i feel sleeping now..~~

plus +...there is a bit problem tat happens just now,

but i tink that person din't feel anything.

Nevermind.. i use to it.

Im the one hu cause alots of problems.

I knew.

sad....

Few minutes ago, im doing my own manicure...

i shout my mum to cum and take a luk with my beautiful nails~

and..once she came into my room..

and she stared at me.

She said...

"Oh girl!~ U reli hv to apply sun block ad!~ U are getting darker and darker ad..!~

Can u promis me u will wash ur face everytime you put ur sun block..?"

I answer,

" Yes..of cz!"

then she said again..

" I reli hv to get 1 sun block for u ad~~ U luks lik malay gal ad......=.= ."

Oh shit....!!!!

The only ting tat made me proud of myself hv slowly dissapear....sad!

assignment + problem + darker!!!! = more DOWN!!!!!

help me....

Wednesday, June 9, 2010 || 5:56 AM

we have our design clas today...

and..finally...

we will become more free in this few days =D

|| 5:09 AM

It has been a long time i never talk about dear in my blog...

so ..( ^ _ ^ )

today here is a blog that specially for u !!!

monday nite, dear gave me this set of speaker ...

as our 11 months anniversary present.

and..the most touches part is tat..

recently, dear suppose to be quite lack of money~~

dear said...*** work everyday till late at nite..

and i will be alone most of the time...

so ...this is why *** gt a set of speaker for me...

so that when i listen song or watch movie using computer...

i can increase the volume using my speaker..~~~
im really happy of it!!! ^^

dear is going to johor tomorrow morning again...

and..only will be back on sunday.

but..i can see *** effort in trying to let me happy...

yesterday...dear...accompany me the whole afternoon,

and..even at nite..we went for a movie..

which was "NIGHTMARE".

we have been long time never watch movie and go shopping together.

haha...~~~
i have a lot of things to tell everyone here about my dear..
but..its too much ad~~~~
so... i tink im gonna stop here ad..
dear.. is doing everything for our future...
so... i will try to be not任性anymore..~~
try my best lar!!~hahhaa...

hehe^_^

|| 4:25 AM

is fun to having a classmates like them.

las week 4th of june,

before our drawing clas start..

we went in to the drawing studio and took alot of pichaS!!

We tends to pretend wonder gals...

and..our name is

~~~wonders FCD ~~

haha..this was jayis stupid idea...XD

haha...can u recognized this pose??

one of the dance step in the song " nobody " ...

hahaa!!!

haha..!!

cum!!!

and this our FCD1005-3 family..

we are..consider ...as " ZOO "!

akakkaa....and..i'm snail..!!!!!

xDDDD

Wednesday, June 2, 2010 || 3:26 AM

AAA group

haha..

today ashley complain me that i never put this 2 pics here..

hhaha...

so now... i post it on my blog...~~

ashley.... ok le mar??? ^^

|| 2:24 AM

对于我的班上的朋友们。。很抱歉。
谢谢你们的关心。
今天在班上，
我的情绪有点不稳定。

actually today i got 2 classes.
morning, design and afternoon malaysia studies.
i went back home rest after design class...
and..finally i decided to absent for malaysia studies..
then i hv my nap..
bt..
surprisingly,
when i woke up,
i saw dun shen's message..
malaysia studies's class canceled..~~
haha..
so lucky!!~~
but..now... hv to rush for deisgn assignment again...~~~